Though I can look after myself pretty well, I feel like I'm always being taken good care of by friends. Yesterday met up with my dear guitarists, went to hot pot and I ate the last meatball, although they call me Jiejie, the elder sis.
The only thing I've done throughout these years is to figure out what I don't want to and resist to do. I told myself it's fine, as I'm always exploring. Not sure if I can find something that fits me 100%, but let's see. We will sort it out.